it's raining

its raining outside.

actually i love rain so much. rain is soooo beautiful :) water runs like the way it should be. glory God,who makes it perfectly.. everytime rain is falling I wish it doesnt go away. let me feel it fall down much longer,and be my partner when I feel lonely and empty... but emm let me explain. rain is a thing that can makes me feel sad,without any reason. it brings me down, gives more laziness, makes me feel sleepy, though I know rain doesn't mean it.

actually I must get myself prepared for tomorrow. hell yeah,cause its a midtest :'( but still I do nothing. a laziness came today,before the rain came. and said to me to study later. ha ha ha. well,taking guesses and I found its not only a laziness! but there's a devil who said the same things.

nananana. that must be my fantasy. my thoughts fly away,to somewhere I dont know. I have no spirit. I need much times to relax and give my brain a rest even for a day. I think I really need a holiday,not a test. I want holiday, I dont want a test this time. but what kind of things could change things that will happen,anyway?

well. just pray, study, and face it.