I hate this part

I have a secret. A secret I will never tell to everyone,and only God knows. once I asked God to stop this feeling cause it feels so tiring. I was sad, idk, but I didn't cry.

then another feeling came. sometimes I can be so happy,excited, but then I am sad and disappointed because of someone. sorry,corrected, some-two. actually I hate this part, this life seems like a roller coaster. not only love life but also friendship. last Monday I met a fortune teller on Schoolympic. I only asked one question but he gave many answer and told me about my life,family,disease,love,money,etc.

and I was suprised,really suprised when he said that I have a friend. X doesn't like me. X is a hard worker. X always study hard, much harder than me, but bla bla bla bla I wont write it on the blog. ohmygosh that was so true. I know who did he mean. and I still can not believe that what I've been feeling for so long is TRUE!!! X is not my friend. X will not be my friend again.

this is a trouble for me. no, no a trouble. I have troubles. everyone has their own troubles.

I will fix it soon, fix thing that goes wrong.

I'm sorry readers. I don't know what I've just wrote hahaha. this post is sooo nothing, annoying, d has to be deleted. I am sorry. I just wanted to share.