colors of life

let me turn back to the past for a while.
now I'm dreaming. I keep saying "If I could blabla then it will blabla" to myself. I kind of regret not doing those ways. that's a pain,I didn't know what should I do (well,just forget it)

suddenly,and somehow, I remember when you slapped me in my face. that was just a joke,and yeah actually it sucks,it feels bad. but since it's you who did it to me,that's alright. now I miss that moment.

once again,this feels very good. even it's bad sometimes. thank God for everything You've given to me,and this feeling too. it really gives some colors to my life :-)

-A